this trip is coming to a close. all at once. all together. all very suddenly. you would think two weeks would be a long time. it has and hasn't really. on the one hand, there were the parts that were damaging. the long drives and and endless roads where both garbage and beautiful. it gives you a lot of time to think. not so much time to your self, cause theres 4 other dudes in the van with you. but time alone enough with yourself to give serious time to whats been on your mind.
i v thought of a thousand things, and more then likely forgotten a thousand too. where i want my life to go. what i really want to do. where i d like to see myself in ten years. the things i take for granted. what i desire.
i think about what i would do if i were to fall in love with someone. i suppose everyone has that thought at one time or another in there life. what if someone were to come along and make you go: "wow, i really dont think i could spend another moment without them in my life." would she dance? would she sing? would she let me take her to all my favorite places to be? would she bring me around her friends? would she let me try and crack a few jokes while i try to impress her parents? would she let me be all that she needed?
i imagine what it would be like to kiss her soft pink lips.kiss her neck and Clavicle laying in bed a little to late in the mornings. what her naked ankles might look like. and the soft smell of her hair. i imagine that smile that would stop my heart, and those eyes that i would love to look into every morning.
turn it all in. just for her. i d like to think that. i d like to live that.
maybe maybe, someday. the road for now. home soon. miss you all
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