This time I swear, I promise, I'll be good. If I keep telling myself that, maybe I'll actually believe it.
Have you ever just laid next to someone? Its the most comfortable uncomfortable place to be. Here you are, all cozy in your bed with this pretty little lady asleep next to you. Her back to your chest, you can feel her breathing softly. Your awake. Choking on hair that you continue to breath in. Your awake. Your right arm has long since lost feeling and all you have is the sinking feeling its about slip out of socket.
She's there, turning slightly. Digging in and getting a tad more comfortable. So warm and content. Here you are: without covers cause this little miss has decided to steal them. Your frozen and shaking. The pillow is long since gone, the debate to use your shirt for head support has been raging for about an hour now.
Why do we put ourselves through these things? Awake all night watching your partner sleep, tired all the way through the next day. Knowing your gonna have to pump coffee into your vains just keep your eyes open.
We allow all these things to happen. Because you know that at some point during that long night, she's gonna wake up and see you there. Her tired eyes open and a tiny smile comes across her sweet face. She turns and comes close and kisses you soft, nustling into your arms and falling back into dream land. All be it brief, all be it all worth it.
And with that, you get some covers back too. I ll brew a big pot of coffee for nights like these, and I'm not even mad about it
This time I swear, I promise, I'll be good.
PS: Don't ever let her know she snores a little bit, keep it a secret, they are better off not knowing.
1 comment:
beautiful.
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